dont judge me. I have enough of that in real life. let me be me.

dont judge me. I have enough of that in real life. let me be me.


it really does work. i dont care. lifes a little less painful. not any better. but less painful

it really does work. i dont care. lifes a little less painful. not any better. but less painful

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People say I’m one of the happiest person they’ve met. They say my cheerfullness makes their day.
Its kinda funny.

People say I’m one of the happiest person they’ve met. They say my cheerfullness makes their day.

Its kinda funny.

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seriously. Lets call him..Jae. His name isn’t Jae btw. 
He’s asian. Like me. He has glasses, shaggy black hair, kinda twiggy guy, a gay sounding voice, which sounds really soothing once  you get used to it tbh. He’s really mean. Calls me ugly on a daily basis, and complains and talks crap about people a lot. He’s smart. Cocky. Doesn’t give a crap about me. Only comes to me when he needs something. We used to date. He’s my ex. I had to breakup with him. He’s not a good Christian. He cusses like crazy, he flirts like crazy. Ugh thinking about him makes me annoyed. And sad. Wish he was talking to me right now..

seriously. Lets call him..Jae. His name isn’t Jae btw. 

He’s asian. Like me. He has glasses, shaggy black hair, kinda twiggy guy, a gay sounding voice, which sounds really soothing once  you get used to it tbh. He’s really mean. Calls me ugly on a daily basis, and complains and talks crap about people a lot. He’s smart. Cocky. Doesn’t give a crap about me. Only comes to me when he needs something. We used to date. He’s my ex. I had to breakup with him. He’s not a good Christian. He cusses like crazy, he flirts like crazy. Ugh thinking about him makes me annoyed. And sad. Wish he was talking to me right now..

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I think alot. Im constantly over thinking every situation. Creating moments where I die. Where im actually loved. Where he likes me back. Where my life is good.
Its always talking about random crap, it gives me a headache. Its messy up there, Im so disorganized. I have to get myself together.

I think alot. Im constantly over thinking every situation. Creating moments where I die. Where im actually loved. Where he likes me back. Where my life is good.

Its always talking about random crap, it gives me a headache. Its messy up there, Im so disorganized. I have to get myself together.

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March 2

Ranks are coming out. If mine isn’t in the top 10% I have to change schools.

You’d think I’d be sad about that, but I think Im actually happy.

I can start over.